You don’t know about true loss, it occurs when you lose something you loved more then yourself. When you’re left in a world between sorrow and reminisce.
You’re nightmares turn into dreams, and even though you have what was lost.. you’ll awake in tears, with leaking eyes for you know it’s not true, you know it’s gone forever. The realization nothing will ever be the same is.. it’s dreadful, and it is painful.
I know I’ll never be the same, but without that love I once had, who knows where I’d be? Who knows if the loss helped or failed me? To understand and accept that it is gone, now that.. that is strength. Some people just can’t see the sun when the clouds are in the sky. So I looked harder, I almost went blind and I found acceptance in a world without you.
I’m happy now, again.. finally. So please leave my mind, my dreams.. leave my heart alone. It won’t beat for you again, as yours won’t move or flinch. I love you, so I’ll set you free and love a person who can still love me. Don’t hate me, you weren’t the one who lost. You got found, that’s how I see it. We will always be found, even in the most unexpected places.
This is a bear.
